USATF-NJ Open and Master 8K XC Team Championship, Natirar Park, Peapack NJ 10/26

Thank you Mark Nyhan for sharing your Race Photos :)

I was not planning to run this race, but Anthony let me know that the more teams we enter the more points our team scores. I am still not sure I fully understand this, but if just showing up and getting through the course would help the team then I wanted to do it.  The race was only $15, so that made it an easy decision to give it shot.

Ben also went out of his way to make sure I had a team singlet.  This is quite the joke since I don't actually wear singlet often in races.  But I wanted to have one for team photos.
Thank you Ben!

I ran a 50 miler last weekend. I needed to make sure I could actually run the race injury free.  If anything was hurting me, I would not run.  I would not even walk.  It makes no sense to not heal if I am hurting.  But I was lucky, nothing hurt so I decided to run.

I wanted also wanted Anthony know that I didn't anticipate running my best time.  Not that I thought he thought I would. I just felt better knowing that he knew I was going to be sluggish.  I told him he could expect me to come in somewhere between 35-40 minutes. I am so glad I was able to do that.

This was a new XC course for the Championship 8k. I really like this course.  Natirar park is very pretty and the course is very challenging.  The course is, for the most part, a two loops course with two major hills per loop.

My legs were exhausted from the gun and running through the grass felt like quick sand.  As we reached the hills, I could immediately feel how tired my climbing muscle still are even though it has been 7 days of recovery.  It didn't help that it was also incredibly windy.

I think the entire race was a slow fade in pace that I simply could not control.  I tried to dig on the uphills to not lose too much ground, but I just felt like my body could not move any faster. I hoped to be able to open up my stride in the downhills but I just didn't have much speed there when I needed it.

I simply relaxed, recognized I was not fully recovered and had as much fun as I could running along side some very nice people.

At the end of the second loop, I was so very happy to learn we did not have to complete the entire loop, but were directed through the field to the finish.  I was ready to be done.  Once I looked at my Garmin, I was surprise to see it measured almost a tenth short.  Now this could be due to the rolling terrain, the Garmin losing signals in the woodsy parts, or the course was measure short.  

Overall, I don't think I did too bad of job. The course was slower than road. The hills were tough on my body and the wind made it more challenging than it needed to be.  Many runners who I usually can run alongside beat me, but it wasn't too bad.  But I was glad to be a part of a team race and hoped my presence helped.

Splits:
M1 7:10,
M2 7:28,
M3 7:34,
M4 7:40,
Last .87  6:03

Stats:
Time: 35:58
Place:  130
Gender place: 20

Tussey Mountainback 50 Mile, State College, PA. 10/19/14

It was 6:30 am.  It was in the mid-30.  And it was raining. I refused to accept this. As I sat there watching the light rain collect on my windshield, I pulled out my iPad to re-check the weather. According to weather.com, I was assured it was absolutely NOT raining outside my car.  I contemplated how to best handle starting a 50 mile race in the rain when not using a drop bag, (so I had no chance of changing into dry clothes). Then Mother Nature decided to stop playing around.  At 6:45 am, the rain stopped. It was damp and chilly, but it was dry and ultimately a perfect day!

Too Close to Steamtown. Tussey Mountainback was a last minute decision for me. Steamtown Marathon, last weekend was my goal race for the Fall. When I run a fast marathon, I can feel it in my legs the following weekend. I wasn’t sure it was a smart decision to go out to State College, PA knowing I would not be 100%.  However about a month ago, I finally decided to commit to Tussey and just planned to run my best.  

Why this race should be on everyone’s To Do list:  If you can’t run 50 miles on your own in 12 hours, then get a relay team together and experience this course.  It is the friendliest 50 miler I have ever done.  

First, it is really a great beginner 50, because the footing is primarily dirt or gravel roads eliminating the concern about twisting ankles or falling down in the middle of the woods.  Yet the course is almost entirely inside the shaded wood.  It is really the best of road and trail racing combined. 

Second, the Aid is plentiful. Because the Relay is divided into 12 legs, each leg is book-ended with fully stocked Aid Stations.  It is absolutely possible to run this race without carrying anything, except a small bottle.  I carried a 10 oz bottle and 4 gels and used the available aid so that all my needs were met. If you are concerned about racing one full 50 mile loop, you can use drop bags on the course.

Third, the course is well marked with Mile Markers the entire way and signs telling you when you are 1/2 mile from the aid station.  There are Blue Arrows on the course and flour on the ground to keep runners on track.  This was clearly not enough to keep me on track but it was largely bad timing and distracted attention that caused me to miss a turn. 

Photo that truly depicts the beauty of this course, but I did not take it. I found this photo here: http://wpsu.org/localfoodjourney/comments/boalsburg_farmers_market_to_sponsor_first_annual_plow_to_plate

Fourth, the course is not easy, but it is not truly hard either. We journey up and down very hilly wooded terrain in the beautiful autumn. At times I caught myself exclaiming out loud, “Oh Wow, This is so beautiful!”  When faced with a very difficult uphill leg, there is always consolation in knowing that a long invigorating downhill leg will follow.  The last leg returns to pavement and can be quite fast. You will likely not run as fast in the last 4 miles of a 50 miler anywhere else.    

Finally, because the relay starts after the ultrarunners, the spectator support ultra runners get is more than I have experienced at any other 50 miler.  As the relayers and their car support crews catch up and pass the ultrarunners, almost every team calls out “Go Ultra!” to all of us wearing Orange Bibs.  One con is that it can be a bit unnerving at times when the drivers of those cars try to pass runners too quickly as sometimes gravel does shoot up from the tires.  I never got hit by any, but I was often worried I could be.  So if you find yourself driving this course, please make an effort to pass runners as slowly as possible. 

This elevation chart is awesome. Do not let it intimidate you. It is not as bad as it looks when all squished together like this.  As long as you understand you will be running a hilly course, you will be just fine. 

Important Tip: Memorize The Uphill Legs. I committed the uphill leg numbers to memory (1,4,6,9,11) so I would know when the suffering would end. I knew 6 and 11 would be the worst. This course is either Up or Down, nothing flat. If you pay close attention, those number tell a great story about why this course is so much fun.  Out of 12 legs, 5 are uphill, and 7 are down. In addition, 3 of the uphill legs are completed by the half way point, meaning the second half has more descent that the first half.  This is really great for morale!

Start: 7:00am.


Leg #1 - 3.2 Miles, Uphill. 
The race starts in the dark. I was able to meet Anne and Bob just after the rain stopped and right before the start.  Anne and I ran a few minutes side-by-side.  I must have bumped into her 3 times. A few people had flashlights or headlamps, but it really isn’t needed. There was a little uneven pavement at the start and care should be taken in the dark. But, if I had no trouble remaining upright, most people will be good.  By 7:15 am the sun was rising and no lamps were needed.  Just before we reach M1, the climbing has already begun. I didn’t feel compelled to walk, but I am sure some others may have decided to as we all made our way to the first transition point/aid station
M1-9:22 
M2-10:10 
M3-10:20

Leg#2 - 4.0 Miles - Easy, Downhill 

The support at the Aid Station is so positive and welcomed. It helps to pull you up the hill when people at the top are already asking you what you need.  I never linger too long at Aid. In fact, I try to rarely stop moving for more than a few seconds whenever possible.  I grab nothing at this stop because it was early.  Just when starting to worry that my legs are too tired for this, we start the 4 miles of descent. It is such a blessing to run effortlessly for over 30 minutes.  

M4 - 8:49
M5 - 8:28
M6 - 8:20
M7 - 8:06

Leg #3 - 3.8 Miles - Mostly Flat or Declining
This leg would be the flattest of the race and still contained a little downhill. Once into Whipple Park we would start the uphill.  My biggest concern was that my fingers were still very very cold.  I felt like the air was getting colder.  I needed to blow into my hands, that were wrapped in my long sleeve tech shirt to try to warm up my fingers.   It was also at this point that I realized that I had either leaned up a little since last fall (when I last raced in capri pants) or the lyrca had simply given up on me.  I spent the rest of the race constantly pulling up my pants!  LOL  It would probably help for me to remember to wear pant with the drawstring still in place next time! 
M8 - 8:47
M9 - 8:43
M10 - 8:47
M11 - 8:55

Let #4 - 5.6 Miles - Long Uphills Start during this leg.
In addition to taking a small cup of Coke which I try to do whenever offered, I grabbed a chunk of banana from the Aid Station. I took a Gel and a little packet of iodized salt to help me prepare.  I met Casey on this leg and asked him to join me.  I could see he was settling down in his pace.  I asked him if he knew the course, because I felt it was too soon to slow down unless you needed to, especially if you knew leg 4 had a more significant incline to come where walk breaks were likely best utilized.  We joined forces and traveled almost two legs together. 
M12 - 8:13
M13 - 8:27
M14 - 9:07
M15 -11:51 The Steepest Part of this leg.
M16 - 9:02

Leg #5 -3.4 Miles- Refreshing Descent 
I really felt that Leg 4's climbing was significant. I started to wonder if the course was different and somehow the longest steepest leg had come early. I questioned my course knowledge only because I had heard from Anne that the RD mentioned rerouting part of the course due to two bridges being out.  I asked a woman at the Aid Station if this leg had the worst of the climbing or was leg 6 the leg with the very long uphill?  She confirmed that leg 6 was worse than 4.  I grabbed some Coke, a few potato chips, filled my bottle with water and was on my way.  The descent of this leg was again refreshing and helping me to mentally prepare for what would be a tough section.
M17 - 9:57
M18 - 8:06
M19 - 8:42 (I took another Gel and some more iodized salt here)
M20 - 8:23

Leg #6 - 4.1 Miles of The LONGEST INCLINE (About 8% incline for almost the entire way) 

I knew this section would be slow.  It was all uphill for miles.  There is real no breaks. Just uphill.  I could feel my hip flexor getting very irritated whenever I attempted to run uphill.  The tightness was moving into my groin. I was still tired from Steamtown and not 100% ready to run hard.  I made a decision to hike this leg as fast as I could and anywhere I could run without feeling like I was doing damage  I ran.  I had 0% pain when hiking so I felt confident that if I took care of my body I could have a great run, despite planning to walk any hills that were so steep they caused irritation.
M21 - 12:32
M22 - 13:42
M23 - 16:16
M24 - 9:44 Flurries at highest point in the race!

Leg #7 - 3.7 Miles Downhill
I was thrilled to see the faintest evidence of snow flurries at the top of the course. I am not a fan of snow, but it is hard to not feel uplifted when flurries start! Mile 24 is the high point of the race so it makes sense to see the flurries here.  I asked a few others around me if they noticed them too. A few were paying close enough attention and as thrilled as me.  One man said, "I see them too. You are not Hallucinating" which made me laugh since this can be a real problem for ultra runners in longer ultras.  I was so very happy to reach the halfway point, feeling amazing considering I had been running 4 hours.  I felt that I could actually have a shot at negative splitting this race if I could get through the last two hilly legs well.  But I also knew that leg 11 has the steepest climb, but it is short. 
M25 - 8:26 (4:02 at half way)
M26 - 7:58 (4:12 Marathon Split)
M27 - 9:27
M28 - 8:48

Leg#8 - 4.3 Miles more of Descent!
The reward for climbing leg 6 is two full descending legs.  It is such a wonderful feeling to have gravity on your side so late in the race.  I was once again humming and whistling to myself.  I reminded myself to take my third gel at this point and to enjoy the fast pace. 
M29 - 8:41
M30 - 8:43
M31 - 8:39 (4:56 50k split)
M32 - 7:51
M33 - 9:52

Leg#9 - 2.9 Miles  Short Ascent
At this point I was resigned to walking anything up. I did so guilt free and knowing that it was the best decision I could make.  Each time I walked, runners would pull ahead.  But I was so fresh by the top of each ascent that I made up ground on the downhill, often passing and not seeing those runners again, until I messed up.  
M34 - 13:36
M35 - 11:41
M36 - 12:14 

Leg#10 -5.5 Miles Downhill, but first a detour.
Leg 10 was supposed to a downhill leg.  I grabbed a cup of small diced potatoes from the aid station and tried to reorganized myself. I noticed a blue arrow and I was moving in that direction so I focused my attention on my race vest.  I wanted to eat, drink, and take some more salt before I started running hard again.  As I moved along, I reached  an intersection, that was not marked.  This was odd. To have several options and no markings is a bad sign. I looked back for markers and did not see any.  There was a road going uphill that I passed. I could have taken it uphill, but I knew this leg was downhill and I did not notice a marker when I looked that way.  And to be honest, I really did not want to have to go up again.  I recalled the last marker I saw pointing straight ahead.  I convinced myself that if I was suppose to turn there would be an arrow telling me to turn.  It was downhill.  It also passed a campground which I distinctly remembered from last year.  Yet, I still did not feel confident that I was going the right way.  I saw no one ahead of me but we were spaced out far at that point.  I looked back and saw someone behind me.  He was not frantically yelling for me to come back, so that was a good sign.  I was only off course for a few minutes when I finally saw the Bridge Out sign.  Oh No!

I turned back and met the guy, Brendan, behind me.  I told him we had gone the wrong way.  Then I spewed out a string of profanities. I asked if he saw any markers.  He reported that he had not noticed any that said he should have turned or he would have, but he also said he was simply following me.  Ugh.  So we hiked back up the hill back towards the last aid station, which was only .5 miles away.  This was not a devastating mis-step, but it took the wind out of my sails.  

I noticed some flour in the road that the cars had driven over and dispersed. I am certain that was once an arrow demarcating the almost 180 degree turn we needed to take in order to head UP the hill that I did not want to run when I had looked back minutes before.  As I got closer, there was, in fact, an arrow on a tree.  However from my angle earlier when I looked back, it was blocked by branches.   

Had I just kept my head up when dealing with my vest and my potatoes, and my drink, and my gel, and my salt after that aid station, I would have likely seen the blue arrow… but I missed it and added a mile to my journey, as well as Brendan's. 

Once back on track, I notice a woman close behind. Come On! I did not want to lose a position because I was not paying attention. I asked Brendan to hurry up with me.  We cruised the descent together at a strong pace while I cursed myself and apologized to him simultaneously.  He was nice and really managed to get me to refocus.  He shared that this was his first 50 miler.  I was really impressed with him.  I focused my energy on trying to help him stay positive rather than have him listen to me rant.  I could see that he was struggling a little more than he wanted to let on, as I caught him wince a little or ask me when the next uphill section would be, since I promised him we could walk there. He stayed with me to the next Aid Station and decided to let me go on while he slowed just a bit.  It was not much as he finished only few minutes behind me.
M37 - 14:16 * bonus mile
M38 - 8:02 (noticing woman behind me)
M39 - 8:10 
M40 - 8:27
M41 - 8:51
M42 - 9:22

Leg#11- 5.3 Miles Uphill with the Steepest climb of the race.
Even after an entire downhill leg which I thought I ran quite well, this woman was still behind me. She was very strong!  At the same time I felt both (1) that we were almost done and I could hold her off as well as (2) that we had along way to go and I might get caught.  I knew I could not let up on the inclines now if I wanted to hold my position.  Even with hip irritation, I worked the uphills to the best of my ability.  I tried to make sure that whenever I was in her line of sight I was running even if the course was uphill. I admit I must have looked back a million times, to try to gauge what was happening.  I could see that I was putting distance on her on the climb and that helped me feel more confident.  I needed to get to the Steepest point of the course out of her range since I knew I would need to walk that very steep ascent.  If I could finish this leg ahead of her, I was sure I could run a fast enough pace in the last 4 miles to hold whatever position I was in.   
M43 - 10:00
M44 - 10:49
M45 - 10:29
M46 - 13:46 Steepest point (About an 11% grade for .5 miles)

Leg#12- 4.2 Miles Downhill to the Finish

This entire race I was focused on just getting to this aid station. I convinced myself that since the last 4.2 miles were downhill, those last 4 would feel great.  Well, even downhill miles can be exhausting on tired legs. I saw Bob at the Aid Station and blabbered something at him about how I made a wrong turn, as it was still bothering me.  One extra mile felt so long at this point.  I grabbed more Coke and took off.  The last 2 miles are truly the fastest part of this leg, but first we need to go back uphill a bit to crest the last little peak before starting to wind our way down.  I was so glad to be finishing this race.  I knew I was going to run a faster time than last year, too, despite the Bonus mile.  

M47 - 10:02
M48 - 9:27
M49 - 8:49
M50 - 9:04
M51 - 8:03 (kicking it in to the finish!) 

Stats
Unofficial Distance: 51.98
Time: 8:18:50
OA Place 13th
Gender 5th

Final Thoughts - Shoes:  I opted to wear the Brook ST5 Racers and I am 100% satisfied that I made a great choice.  My feet did not hurt at all by the end of the race.  I had no blisters. I had no hot spots.  I am convinced that the stability posting and the 12mm drop in these shoes are just what I need to keep my recurring Plantar Fascitis in check.  I believe I supinate when I run, but I have a feeling that over the long haul all bets are off.  In the past I had always felt it made little sense for me to use a stability shoe when I am not an overpronator.  Yet,  so far the ST5's have proven me wrong.  Just a note about sponsorship - I am no longer accepting the Brooks ID Sponsorship and no longer contractually obligated to wear only Brooks. I turned down the Coach's Sponsorship offer so that Brooks could offer it to the Track and Field ad XC Coaches they were targeting, and so I could have the freedom back in my life to try other products without violating a contract.  Therefore, I share this information about these shoes for no other reason than to share my pure joy at finding a shoe that feel fantastic from start to finish, even when the finish is over 8 hours later! 

Steamtown Marathon. Scranton PA. 10/12/14

Photo by Donna Sajulga-Tablos

“I read somewhere how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong, but to feel strong. To measure yourself at least once. To find yourself, at least once, in the most ancient of human conditions, facing the blind, deaf stone alone with nothing to help you but your hands and your own head.” - Chris McCandless (quoting Primo Levi), as written by John Krakauer, Into the Wild.

I needed to wind down and get some sleep. I had to be up at 5:00 am.  In the room next door, someone played their electric guitar.  Who brings an amp to a hotel?  It wasn’t horribly loud but just loud enough to disrupt my sleep in a quiet room. The TV had an unfortunate volume problem where at Level 1 the volume would drown out the guitar but was much too loud to be relaxing. One click down was Level 0, which meant it was off.  So I pulled out my iPad for diversion.

During the DeMar Marathon two weeks ago, I was completely consumed with the song Society by Eddie Vedder.  As that song played in my head, it propelled me through the second half of the course, distracting me from the pain of trying to run as fast as I could. 

I found the song, hoping to feel strong again before I fell asleep. I learned it was from the sound track of a movie called Into The Wild.  Into the Wild is a film adaptation of the biography of Chris McCandless written by John Krakauer. It is the true story about Chris, a young man who graduates college and then runs away from his life, from his material possessions, and from his family. He seems to be trying to find himself and how he fits into the world. He seems to be testing his theories by teaching others he meets what he believes is the meaning of life and the key to happiness.  He changes his name to Alexander SuperTramp. He travels across the United States. He believes he will find his peace once he is able to finally live in isolation off the land in the Wild Alaskan Wilderness surrounded only by the boundless beauty of nature and what the land naturally provides.   

I watched clips from the movie until late in the night, well past the apparent bed time of the guitar player next door.  I was fascinated by the story . The quote above stuck with me the next morning. 

Photo by Donna Sajulga-Tablos

*****

Race Pressure

For months I made Steamtown my focus. I wanted to run faster than I ever have before.  Steamtown would be my way of measuring myself as a runner and as a coach.  

I don’t like focused race training. It is emotionally exhausting. The sense of putting all eggs in one basket just screams out with the potential to be an opportunity for self-actualization or for the soul-crushing realization of personal limitations. Something as tiny as starting off just a few seconds too fast and overestimating ability could be all that is needed for me to tip the scale from extreme joy to heartache.

As a coach, I help others work towards their goals.  My runners trust me and I am confident that the runners I choose to work with are runners I am sure I can help if all things go well. I race often but not often to meet a goal.  When I do make a race the focus of my training, I want to show my runners that when I train myself with the same focused training I expect of them, that I, too, can and will see positive results if all goes well on race day. I can handle the pressure I put on myself as a runner, but I also feel the weight of the pressure I put on myself as a coach. In many ways the latter is much much greater. 

*****

DeMar Marathon.

I feel like I got lucky. I had a great race two weeks ago, by accident. I ran the DeMar marathon because I needed one more 22+ mile Long Run. I started comfortable, feeling so good at mile 14 that I decided to push myself. I negativie split the race on the hilly second half. I finished DeMar in 3:15.  This was one of my best races.

Then a few days after DeMar,  after 1.25 miles of warm up, at 153 feet into the first 800m of my final speed session, I felt the track reach up and grab my hamstring.  My stride cut short. I hobbled. I tired to get back up to speed and it spasmed again. John called out, “Oh crap, you are serious!?”  Dave asked what I needed, what could he do to help. I said, in complete honesty, “I don’t know... this has never happened to me!” 

I jogged slowly to see if maybe it would loosened. 10 minute pace did not bother me, but just speeding up a little faster was to much. I could feel it grab. So I stopped and sat on the track. I put my cold water bottle on the tight spot. I felt overwhelmed with concern about what this meant. Dave and John did 4 repeats and I left them to finish their workout while I got myself home for ice. I decided that even if Steamtown did not workout for me, at least I had a good run at DeMar so all wasn’t lost.   

*****

Twelve Days Later, I sat in the gym in Scranton trying to decide what to wear.  My car had ice on the windshield about 90 minutes earlier when I left the hotel to catch the bus to the start.  It as very cold at 6 am.  I was wearing capri pants, a t-shirt, arm sleeve, a hat, throw away gloves, a long sleeve throw away shirt. I knew I was over dressed, since it was now closer to 40 degrees and the air didn’t feel like it was biting my skin.  

I was glad to have brought extra clothes in my gear bag.  I changed into shorts and a singlet, kept the arm warmers and throw away gloves. Took out my sunglasses, my inhaler, 4 gels, and three small packets of iodized salt (yes, I am back experimenting with salt again, but only the iodized kind).  Ok, I was ready.


But where was Dave. I was sitting at the 3:10 sign where I said I would be. There was 15 minutes to go. I left the gym, alone, to line up after one last stop at the bathroom. I rushed to the front. I was on my own.  For months I visualized running with race with Dave nearby.  We are pretty equally matched and I thought we would at least start together.  Not today. 

*****

Training

Dave and I starting training together for this race after I insisted that he should actually try to run a fast marathon for once in his a life. I knew he should be able to run fast if he set his mind to do it.  His BQ time is 3:10. I wanted to try to break 3:10. I asked him to try to do it with me and we picked Steamtown. He would need close to a 20 minute PR for this. It would be hard, but not impossible. We met for speed work and long runs, getting focused and most committed to training with about 8 weeks to go. Training went well. There was some room for improvement but overall we both felt ready to give this an honest try.

*****
The hand-cyclist were sent off and the runners are called up to the start.  I begin to walk forward wondering if I would see him along the way. I was ok with racing alone.  It could be better to start that way, since we knew it would be unlikely that we would execute the pacing in the exact same way, unless it happened naturally. 

I hear my name being called out a few times in the crowd.  With seconds to go before we start,  Dave and I spot each other and take our positions side-by-side in the starting corral. We are ready to get to work! 

M1 is a steep downhill start. It takes about a minute before we finally get some room to run freely. We say nothing.  M1 6:55

M2 and part of M3 are uphill. I planned to take it easy since I knew a long fast descent would follow. I wasn’t interested in fighting too hard early on and getting ahead of myself too soon.  Dave and I are still together. I tell him the next few miles are going to be fast.  M2 7:20, M3 7:16.

Dave starts to get a step or two ahead of me.  I don't force my pace.  Dave comments that he feels really good. He looks great.  He sounds great. I slowly watch him drift ahead of me. I felt I was running as fast as I could tolerate and still survive the duration. I was right at my red-line. I felt that pushing harder, even just a few seconds faster to stick with Dave would be a mistake for me. But Dave is stronger and bigger than me. He wasn't working too hard as he pulled away. I had visions of him waiting for me at the finish claiming a 3:05!  M4 6:54, M5 6:56, M6 6:58

*****

The Pace Plan: I sent Dave my pace plan a few days before.  I don't know if he saw the plan. I scrutinized the past years results.  I calculated the average fade of the runners who successfully ran my goal time based upon the 18 mile split.  The hills came after 18 miles.  I did not expect to be able to Negative Split this race and still meet my goal. I wanted to hold an average of sub-7:10 through the half way, try to hold on if possible for that that same pace through 18 miles, coming through at just under 2:10. If I could do that, then my pace could naturally fade to a 7:26 pace as a terrain became more challenging through the last 8.2. If all that happened and he was with me, we would run a 3:09.  

*****

I knew at mile 7 the course had a hill. I expected to fade a little, but I was 2 seconds below my goal pace for this section so I had some time to use.  I was able to pick it up again by M8. M7 7:16, M8 7:04 (Gel and salt)

Steamtown has rollers.  It is not a straight descent from 1-19.  As the terrain rolled I kept my effort even and just tried to keep my average pace a 7:10.  As I approached the half way mark, I was falling off. I was slipping into 7:11 average pace and knew I needed to think about what to do. M9-7:11, M10-7:16, M11-7:09, M12-7:15, M13-7:19 

*****

First Check point - Targeting Sub-1:34

I hit the halfway mark at 1:34:xx and knew I was already off pace.  Someone calls out you are number 18 for the women. People had been counting ladies and I expected this to be the case. 

Mile 14.5 would start the trail section. I wasn’t worried about the footing. Nothing I read suggested I should expect to slow down on the trail. I was surprised to find that there was a lot of fresh cinder, rather than just hard packed dirt.  I tried to hold my pace but it was slipping. I felt it was a lot more work to run in loose cinder than to run on hard road.  M14 7:14, M15 7:19

With a few more miles of cinder covered trail, I decided that I was simply working too hard to maintain my goal pace and come out of it ok.  I was very concerned that pushing for 7:10's now would result in a hard blow up on the hills an hour later.  A guy next to me says, “Oh Wow. This is like running in quick sand!” I agreed. The effort it took to run a 7:10 pace felt like a 7:00 effort and it was incredibly too early for me to work that hard and expect to hold on. I decided to settle down and wait it out.  All I could do was try to make up time after I got back on the road. M16-7:28, M17-7:25, M18-7:22.  (Gel and Salt)

*****

The Second Checkpoint - Targeting sub-2:10 at 18M

Finally out of the woods, I take a gel. It felts like I was a little late for a gel. I should have done it about a mile earlier, but I wanted to be near water. I was fading mentally as I knew I was falling off my goal with 3:09 slipping away.  I hit the 18 mile at 2:11:xx and knew I had a lot of work to do in the last 8 if I wanted to run a 3:09:59. I also knew that the worst hills are in the last two miles so it was going to be almost impossible for me to make up 90-120 second in those 8 miles. I started to feel defeated. M19 7:30

I needed to regroup. Re-focus. To dig. To start to fight. To not give up on myself.  I may not reach my 3:09:59 goal but I am still on pace for a PR and a PR is success!  I start to push a little harder and work every downhill I can find. M20 7:25

I am waiting for the music to start.  The music that appears in my head that helps me to feel strong. The music that distracts me from the pain. The music that propels me through. And today there is nothing.  None.  Not a single sound in my head except the pounding of my heart on my ear drums.  But I start to pick off ladies.  And I start to count my position. And I start to feel like I have a job to do!  M21-7:24 17th female.

*****

Measuring Myself and Feeling Strong

I can see women ahead and I know I am moving steadily faster than they are. I am starting to feel strong.  "I read somewhere how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong, but to feel strong. To measure yourself at least once."  I start to feel like if I fight and dig and use everything I got I might still have a chance at 3:10. I pass two more ladies. M22 7:23 15th female.

Dave had been ahead of me the entire time.  I knew if I saw him and caught him, it meant he was fading. I did not want to see him.  But as I approached 23 I did.  He was running well, but at this point, I was moving faster than most runners around me. Most were fading through the hills and I was holding steady.  

I was breathing so hard that I could tell Dave heard me before I got there and knew it was me. I asked him to come with me.  I wanted him to find a second wind. There were ladies just up ahead that I wanted to catch. He said he was done.  I asked him to dig.  He said he had nothing to dig for.  I told him he had more, it was in there... that he put it all in there during all our training... he just needed to find it.  

I had hoped he would unlock some false bottom of fatigue and come along with me so we could cross the line together just like I had imagined... but he just told me to go.  

I knew he was right.  This was his first serious marathon.  Pacing is very tricky.  When he drifted off ahead of me at mile 4, I thought about calling him back, telling him to stay with me because 7:09’s is fast enough for the 3:09:59... but I also know he is bigger than me.  He is stronger than me.  He trained with me but I know he can run faster than me.  I hoped that when he pulled away this meant he would finish hard and run sub-3:09. But when I caught him I knew he was depleted. He wasn’t going to be able to dig for low 7’s in the last 3 miles.  Three miles is a really long way when the legs are just empty. I know next time this won't happen to him. I know he learned a lot.  M23 7:32

I told him to stay strong and run for his PR, which would be HUGE for him.  A few seconds after catching up to Dave I was back on track trying to pass as many ladies as I could.  As we hit the very very steep hill I could no longer speak. A man sat on a chair at the top of the hill.  He cheered people up the hill. As I got close, he loudly exclaimed “Oh Wow, You Look Mad!”  I could not explain that I was in so much pain and just wanted it all to stop... so instead I just grunted at him and continued on my way. I think to myself "I feel strong!" M24 7:27, 14th female

We are almost done and yet there is still one more hill left.  I am working so hard.  I am mumbling random profanities out loud. The hill seems to last forever and I am running as fast as my legs can go.  Women cheer on the side.  One holds a sign that says,”Smile because you dont have to run tomorrow!” I think, “Not True!" I pass another lady as she walks up the hill. I think again, trying to convince myself of something I know is not true.  "I feel strong!" M25 7:22, 13th female

I missed the 25 mile mark. We are still running up hill and it just wont stop.  I ask a guy if we passed M25 yet, and he assures me we did. "Thank God!" I call out.  He laughs at me.  I fight to hold my speed.  I dont want to be passed by any women in last mile. Someone yells out a half mile to go!  I look at my watch and it say 3:06!  OMG, if he is right then I might be able to run break 3:10!!! I am trying to find any strength I have in my entire being to do this. I try again to focus. "I... FEEL... STRONG." (Lies... all lies) M26 7:21

My pace say 7:16 overall on my Garmin, but the distance is already reading long. I need to average 7:15s for 3:09:59 and I don't think I can do it … but I am just not sure.  Over the hill and down to the finish. I push myself as hard as I can.  My watch is already reading 26:3x and I am not there yet. The clock has turned to 3:11. I know I was only 10 second behind gun time. I wont get sub 3:10.  I won't even get sub-3:11.  That "half mile to go" was more like .7 miles to go, which it ok.  It felt great to believe I had a shot.  Last 0.2 - 2:30 (calculated on watch as 6:48 pace over the .37)

I finish strong, stagger though the finishing area, proud that I just ran the fastest marathon of my life.  I sit at the finish, waiting to see the finishes of those runners I trained. I find Steve and learn that he did get his BQ!  I find Dave and learn he set a new marathon PR by over 15 minutes!  I later get emails from the other runners I coached, learning two BQ'd and five in total ran personal bests either at Steamtown, Mohawk Hudson, or Chicago.  I call a few friends on the ride home to share all the amazing results of the day!

Final Time: 3:11:42
OA Place 163/2185
Gender Place: 13/931
AG Place: 2nd

*****

Happiness

I may not have reach my "A" goal, but I could not be happier with my result.  I wanted to run the fastest marathon of my life and that is exactly what I did!

At the end of the Into The Wild, Chris discovers that he has been looking at his life all wrong. He realized that living off the land, in the wild beauty of Alaska is a grand adventure and something to be proud to be able to do.  But he has no one to experience his adventure, his joy, or his struggles with.  He is alone and writes one final thought in his journal about what he has learned.    

“Happiness. Only Real When Shared.” - Chris McCandless 

Thank you very much for reading my blog. 

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Prioritize Your Sleep to Get the Most Out of Training

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Prioritize Your Sleep to Get the Most Out of Training
by Shannon McGinn, Certified Running Coach 
Sept 2014

How often do you truly get a good night’s sleep? Most of us are guilty of stealing hours from our sleep in order to be “more productive”.  In some cases, getting better organized can help us find that extra time to be more productive without compromising our sleep. In other cases, we will need to change our patterns of behavior so that we can sleep better (e.g. Get off Facebook and go to bed).  Seriously commit to getting more and/or better quality sleep, especially as your training mileage increases, and you will see greater improvements in recovery time and running performance. If running well is important to you, then sleep must become a priority. 

How much sleep is enough sleep? One rule of thumb states that runners should add one minute more of sleep per night for every mile per week that is run (e.g. If you run 60 miles per week, you need to get an extra hour of sleep per night as compared to when you ran 0 miles per week). Most of us really do need an average of 7-9 hours of sleep per night. This means runners should be getting more than that average. http://sleepfoundation.org/how-sleep-works/how-much-sleep-do-we-really-need

More Sleep = Better Recovery. The release of human growth hormones (HGH) surges while we sleep. Training breaks down body tissue in order to rebuild it stronger. HGH repairs body tissue. To encourage the body to release the most HGH possible, get on a regular sleep schedule. HGH is not released while awake. Sleep deprivation disrupts the timing and the amount of HGH released once regular sleep is resumed. Yes, this is the same HGH that elite athletes get in trouble for using in supplement form. Since we know how desirable HGH is for athletes and we have the ability to maximize our body’s production of this performance enhancing hormone (in a legal and natural way), it makes sense that we make every effort get as much sleep as possible. Read all about Sleep and HGH here: http://www.sleepdex.org/athletic.htm   

More Sleep = Better Training. A rested body and rested mind will train better.  Few things contribute as much to missing or failing a workout than exhaustion. It becomes too easy to decide sleep though the alarm when the body is sleep deprived. In fact, it may be best to do just that, if the body is in need of more rest. Chronic sleep deprivation may contribute to higher injury rates.  A body forced to train after less than ideal recovery is not as likely to tolerate hard workouts as well as a rested body is. In addition, sleep deprivation can suppress the immune system making us more susceptible to illness. Even though many runners attempt to continue to train while ill, a sick runner can never train as well as healthy runner.  

More Sleep =  Better Eating. Healthy eating results in better athletic performance. Well-rested people tend to eat less and/or eat better. Late night snacking is often automatically eliminated by going to bed earlier.  While awake, well-rested people make better food choices.  A fatigued person is more likely to choose high calorie junk food because exhaustion lowers will power. Sugary snacks provide a quick surge in energy, which is something exhausted people crave (followed, unfortunately, by a low energy crash).   

What the Pros do. Here is a great resource that highlights some conclusions about the impact of sleep on athletic performance. It also graphs how much sleep professional athletes get. Tiger Woods really needs to do better.  http://fatiguescience.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/09/sleep-to-be-an-allstar_50290ef373f85.png. 

What can we do? To become a better runner, start paying closer attention to your sleep patterns. Make it a priority to get high quality sleep for the maximum amount of time possible. Here is a Sleep Diary to help you get started: http://sleepfoundation.org/sleep-diary/SleepDiaryv6.pdf

If you cannot get more hours of sleep, make the sleep you get higher quality. Make your bedding more comfortable. Think about room temperature, excess lighting, excess noises and minimize any disruptions. Set a regular bedtime and wake up schedule, even on the weekends, to maintain a regular routine. For more idea about how to improve the quality of sleep, see http://www.sleepdex.org/hygiene.htm.

What you are all doing as runners is very hard and very time consuming. But if you make getting quality sleep a real priority it will absolutely help to make all the hard work you do as a runner much more effective.  For more information about how important sleep is to athletic performance, see http://espn.go.com/espn/commentary/story/_/id/7765998/for-athletes-sleep-new-magic-pill)

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Shannon McGinn is an RRCA Certified Distance Running Coach and the owner of Creating Momentum, LLC.  She is a life-long runner, becoming more involved in racing after surviving cancer.  She considers herself a marathon and ultramarathon specialist, earning several USATF National Championship top 10 or better placements in the 50k and 50M distances. She has not missed a day of running since December 2011. 

An Anecdotal Study of the Impact of Humidity on Performance: Part II. Clarence DeMar Marathon, Keen, NH, 9/28/14

Whistling while I work :)
[The song in my head while cruising along in the zone:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lm8oxC24QZc

Eddie Vedder, Society]

Last week's Half Marathon shook my confidence.  My best half is 6:55 pace. To train for a full and then run a half in 7:21 pace was not part of the plan. Yes, the humidity was a huge factor. But, it was hard to not think that maybe the humidity was not as big of a factor as I would like it to be. Maybe I am just not as fit as I hoped to be by now. 

I registered for the DeMar Marathon a few weeks ago. Sidney, Enzo, and I wanted to see Burlington VT.  Keene, NH is near  Burlington, VT, right? :) (Sidney is a good sport).  

I needed a Long Run while away from home. I was not planning for a great race.  Since Dave and I had trained all the way up to 23 miles for our LRs, I didn’t see a problem with running a marathon as a long run. I didn’t expect to PR, but I did plan to make a genuine effort to run as strong as felt I could run the course. 

I cannot say enough good things about the DeMar marathon. The race is very well organized with just enough communication from the race organizers to make the weekend go smoothly.  This is a smaller race of about 400 runners.  There is "morning of" packet pick up for those who cant get out to Keene the night before.  Even though I made it just in time to get my packet the night before, I cannot say how much I appreciate races that still allow runners to get their bibs in the morning.  

The Elm City Rotary and other Volunteers were incredibly friendly and helpful at bib pickup! It has been a very long time since I looked into my swag bag and found anything that I was happy to see. The DeMar provided a tin of Badger Foot Balm, a Bar of Specialty Soap, a Gel for the race, and then some instructions about where to go in in the morning with actual street addresses. There was not much else in the bag (which is a good thing). The T-shirt was gender specific. Besides being one of the nicest race shirts I have received in a while, this shirt actually fits me!  

Course: The course is a net downhill course with mostly all of of the descent between M1-M14.  Although the second half is not hilly, with the exception of an uphill between M3 and M4, all of the "uphills" that would impact pace were found in the second half. (M14, M21, and M23).

Weather: I had anticipated cooler weather, but I have no complaints about the sub-50’s just prior to the start and maybe just over 50 by gun time. It would rise to about 75 degrees by the afternoon but the humidity was much much lower that last weekend... approximately 65% humidity.  

On the drive over to the race, I take a gel (1).  It was sub-50 when I was dropped at the start so I used that too large long sleeve Newport Liberty Half T-Shirt as my throw away (I was unlikely ever to wear it) over a singlet and shorts. I even wore a pair of throw-away gloves at the start.  Really!  I was very comfortable while waiting to start. I did ditch the shirt in the bin the race provided to collect throw-away items before we started running, but I kept my gloves because I rarely ever actually throw away throw-away gloves.  It felt so great to be a little chilly at the start of a race for a change! 

I take a Gel (2) on the walk to the start. Usually I don't take two before the start, but I didn't feel like carrying 3 gels and my inhaler. 

After running a 1:36 half last weekend, I just hoped to be able to stay under 3:30 but I was targeting a 3:22 as my goal. I lined up towards the front, because review of past race results told me that even a 3:22 should place me high in the women’s standing, if not actually win it.

The Gun Goes Off: Three women take off faster than I do.  I kept an eye on them as they pull away.  I noticed that right off the start I just don't feel great.  I had some tightness around my left ankle that was new and odd. The rest of me felt tired and my stomach was a little off. I didn’t feel like I was able to take the downhills as fast I thought I would. I chatted with Dan, who I met on the starting line when he had on a Sunset Classic Shirt, during the first 2 miles and then decided that I needed to let him go ahead without me.  M1-7:16, M2-7:20

With JP on our way to the Dam

Mile 3 had a nice decent during which I was finally able to feel the tightness leave my ankle. M3-7:10.  

My new found peppiness was quickly put in check by a hill in mile 4 that was about .4 miles long and steeper than I expected to find before mile 14. Net descent does not mean there will be no uphills along the way.  The presence of a significant hill that no one seemed to mention made me very very concerned about the hills people did actually tell me about. M4-7:44

I take some time to recover from the unexpected incline and I settle down and save myself for those hills in the second half. I remind myself that this is just a Long Run so I can be a little more relaxed. The course rolled along and my pace reflects the terrain more than a change in my effort. M5-7:37, M6-7:28, M7-37, M8-7:31. I take a gel (3) here.

I ended up with a small pack of guys. One guy declares that we are the 7:30 pace group.  It doesn’t take them long to drop me.   M9-7:42, M10-7:40.  

I pick up JP at this point and we get to spend several miles together.  He shares his plan to bank a little time. I mention the hill at mile 14 and he was not aware of the lay out. I share my intelligence with him.  He shares that he thinks I must be one of the top ladies.  I tell him “I am eighth.”  He asked me how did I know that.  I explain that I always try to start up front and I count them as them pass me.  Three were ahead of me at the start and between M3 and M10, 4 more ladies passed me.  

As we hit a decline, just before the incline up to the Out-n-Back across the dam, we see the leaders flying back the other way.  There are no women in range for me to catch any time soon.  M11 - 7:38

The view from the dam is beautiful! M12-7:48

View from the Dam

JP made a comment about noticing the pace was fading and we both picked it up a little. It helped to have that descent off the dam to get us back up to speed... but we both knew that the hill around mile 14 was looming.  M13 - 7:18  

There is sign for the half way mark and I notice I hit it in 1:38:50.  Not my best first half, but I will take it because I feel good and I have some room to fade to a 3:22 if those hills pummel me. I take a packet of salt... well as much salt as sweaty fingers can get from a paper salt packet. 

I relax through mile 13, while a little worried and wondering when the hill will start. The aid station is at mile 14, which also is the bottom of the start of the hill.  M14-7:30

We start to climb and it was not that bad at all. I was ready for it.  I have been running hill repeats on hills that made this look like joke.  I pass everyone in my range on the way up.  The hill is about .75 miles up and once I crest it I feel great because I realize the rest are shorter hills, I only have 11 more miles to go AND I feel fresh and ready to start getting to work! M15-7:43

There is a nice descent after the uphill and I take advantage.  At this point forward I have no plans to hold back on the descents.  And then the music starts in my head.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lm8oxC24QZc (Eddie Vedder, Society)

This is undeniably a signal to me that I am in my zone.  I started humming, then actually whistling, then even singing out loud when no one was too close by.  The idea that I could whistle or sing in spurts while running helped me stay in check and keep my effort challenging but not too fast.  At this point I realized I really liked the taste of the salt from earlier and decide to take my second salt packet. M16-7:18, M17-25. 

I planned to take my next gel between M18-M19. My timing is messed up. I had taken off my singlet and I have that in one hand. I have my gel the other. I turned a corner and approached an aid station, while trying to free a hand for water, I accidentally drop my gel.   In most cases this would have disrupted my flow, but I wasn’t concerned.  I felt great and hoped maybe the race might have a gel station. M18-7:25.

With 8 to go, I immediately shift into progression mode.  Dave and I have been working on negative splitting our Long Runs and this seems to have become ingrained. M19-7:17, M20-7:17, M21 7:20 

I see a guy in the street holding a tray and calling about something about power gels.  I am so excited. My wish has been granted!  I get close and he has power gels chews. I was hoping for a gel, but thanked him and took a handful on the fly. I snatched up 3 chews as I passed by and was grateful for more sugar since the first of the “steep hills” was coming up soon. M22-7:32

Here is where I start passing ladies back. Up the hills, I felt on fire and figured if I can pass the women on the incline and put some distance on them on the descent, then it was unlikely I would be challenged.  I had the energy to push hard uphill. Since most people don't feel that way at then end of a marathon, I was confident that those I passed would simply let me go.  M23 7:20 

I already crested one hill with good results.  The last one was in the Cemetery... but I thought the last one was at 22? I was hoping maybe that maybe the hills were over. 

And then we enter the cemetery. We have a serious descent first, where I passed another woman and then I passed one more as we crested the Cemetery hill. At this point my count was off, there were early start runners to consider, but I hoped I was at least in 5th. 

Once out of the Cemetery we are gifted with a rejuvenating descent! I am catching the men ahead of me. M24-7:22.  One points to the woman up ahead and asked, “You gonna catch her?”  I tell him, “I am gonna try! I have 2 miles to do it”.  I feel no compulsion to do anything sudden.  What I am doing is working. I am reeling people in as they naturally fade and I feel amazing. By Mile 25, I catch her.  M25 7:19.

The final mile is what I have been training for.  I don’t want anyone passing me back and if they want to I want to make it hard.  I kick.  For the entire mile.  It is hard.  People keep telling me I am almost there.  I feels like it is taking forever.  There are so many turns.  Where is that finish line. M26 7:09

Why cannot I still not see the finish?  People are getting more densely packed.  Cow bells are ringing.  Dogs are barking. One man calls out…"73% of the field is currently behind you!” :)  Little kids with hands out for high five get my attention and a high five because it makes them happy.  I see Sidney.  That makes me happy.  I dig a little deeper. I make the final turn onto Keene State University. I finally see the shoot. I hear my name announced. The roar of the crowd is so loud for such a small race that I fear someone is chasing me down.  I cannot bear to look back. I finish harder instead.  Last .2 at 6:52 pace. 

Final time 3:15:44... a 2 minute negative split on a course with the hills in the back half and a descent to start!

I find out once the results are posted that I took 3rd female OA. :) What a great race

Stats:
Time: 3:15:44 (7:27 pace)(6 seconds slower per mile than last week's half)
OA:  22nd
Gender: 3rd
AG 1st

So the final conclusion of this informal anecdotal study of humidity’s impact on performance is as follows:  Humidity in the 90% range sucks.  Or more specifically as Jimbo keeps informing me, the Wetbulb temperature is really important when setting performance goals.  The second half of my marathon was practically run at the same pace as my half last weekend. I ran an entire marathon only 6 seconds per mile slower in temperatures that were slightly cooler but significantly less humid.  It seemed impossible to consider running a 3:15 after my 1:36 performance at Newport.... but running and racing is fair.  A bad race happens for a lot of reason, but if you are well trained, know your course, pace yourself smart, and get lucky with weather, you will have your chance to shine. Control what you can control... manage the rest. And if weather doesn't cooperate, just keep on racing.